Connie Lugean Denison Fummerton - Site web commémoratif en ligne

365 days ago I lost one of the most importand people in my life... YOU!!!  With each day that has passed I continue to remember all your laughter and kindness, not to mention your bitchyness..:-)  So much has happened in the last year and so many time I have picked up the phone to call you and tell you of something of great interest, but then I remember, I don't have to call you, I can just close my eyes and talk to you.  Connie, I miss you so very much and even though the days continue to vanish, my thoughts and my love for you will last a lifetime and beyond.  I LOVE  YOU!!

Hey Sis, It has now been 248 days, (yes, I do continue to count them,) since I have been able to see and talk with you.  To say I miss you terribly would be repetitive, but true.  Life does continue to move on, just like we have always known it was going to, but without you here the days are just not as bright and fun filled. We got together on April 13th to celebrate your birthday.  I remember how you would make sure to call all of us starting at least a week or two before your birthday to start reminding us that it was quickly approaching.  You never looked at your birthday as another day of getting older, but a wonderful way to bring your family and friends together again.  Damn, Connie... I miss you so much.  I will love you forever.

6 months and a day have passed and it still feels like yesterday.  I 've said it before, and I will more than likely say it a million times more, but..I miss you soooo very much.  It is difficult to explain, but it seems like just when I have started to come to terms with you being gone, something is done or said to make me return to that horrible and tragic day 6 months and a day ago.  I now know, that no matter how many minutes, hours, days, months or years go by... I will miss you just as much then as I do today.  I love you more than words can say.

Well I'm back Connie.  It has now been 136 days. Still not easier and still I miss you so very much.  I find myself waking up in the middle of the night or early morning thinking of you and crying.  I can't say I want this to end, because it is my way of keeping you close to me.  Jacob and Karmyn are doing good.  And you would be so proud of Willie.  He is amazing.  Kari has been amazing as well.  She makes sure Willie and the kids are well taken care of.  You would be so very proud of her as well.  I do know this is a memory page, but I think we should make it a "memory /missing you" page.  Mom and Dad are doing good too, but I am sure you already know all this, since you are always there looking down on us still keeping us in line. Well sis, my heart is still breaking from missing you, but knowing you are still with me everyday is what makes it bearable.  I love and miss you so very much.

This is not so much a memory but an "I miss you".  It has been 86 days since you have been gone, and today is just as painful as it was the day you died.  I can't begin to explain the  heartache I feel every day I open my eyes and remember that you are not physically in my life anymore. I know you are watching over all of us and you will always be in our hearts, but that is little consolation when I just want to touch you, hold you and talk with you. I know it is said to get easier as time goes by, but I don't see how it can or will ever be easier. I Miss You So very much Connie.  My days just don't seem to have the same brightness and cheer they once had. I just feel so lost without you.  I love and miss you so very, very much.